**TW: mild references to ED related behaviours. Please proceed only if you are comfortable with the subject matter.**
I’ve been losing weight recently. To begin with, this was unintentional…but I have a history when it comes to EDs and things have started to slide. I know how quickly this particular cycle can spiral out of control, and I don’t want that. I want to have energy to walk the dog, to allow me to concentrate to read, and study. But I’m unable to motivate myself to make the necessary changes.
Understandably worried, I mentioned this to my GP earlier in the week. His response startled me a little. He reasoned than I am now on substantial doses of some pretty ‘heavy-duty’ medication, therefore my appetite is bound to be impaired. He said he ‘wasn’t concerned’. I was expecting him (at the very least) to weigh me and organise some blood tests, to make sure I’m not lacking in any essential vitamins or minerals. I was hoping for a re-referral to the Dietician knowing that, with the right input, this might be nipped in the bud. But instead he seemed to dismiss it as nothing.
What now? The last time I was in this situation, I had a different (female) GP, who managed to get me help quite quickly when things took a turn for the worse. Would she be more sympathetic? Should I make an appointment to see her? Or a Doctor who doesn’t know me? I have a (pre-existing) appointment with my (current) GP this coming Tuesday that I had intended cancelling…should I keep it and try again to voice my concern? Is the GP right? Will I, out of the blue, regain an appetite and start eating properly again…?
I normally try and finish with some words of wisdom, but I have nothing. Can anyone help?